Friday, July 29, 2005
specialtimes
iwillneverforget.
in retrospect,
you're just another shadow in the crowd now. so..
bah. there. *poof* my feelings for you are COMPLETELY gone!
*grins*
*speaks in a passive voice*
Char* is SO proud of herself!!
*pats own head*
in retrospect,
you're just another shadow in the crowd now. so..
bah. there. *poof* my feelings for you are COMPLETELY gone!
*grins*
*speaks in a passive voice*
Char* is SO proud of herself!!
*pats own head*
Thursday, July 28, 2005
i bet you didn't. YOU DON'T.
did you know that...
sometimes when i'm awfully alone,
i think about you?
when it gets quiet,
i feel empty inside,
i look back.
happy moments where i used to laugh
(i LOVED to hear you laugh)
i loved talking to you.
(your stupidity.... irritated me.
but it made me smile.)
i loved the way you made me feel.
(happy. when skies were grey)
the way no one could ever.
no one else,
but you.
late at night when i lay in bed, unable to sleep,
i think of you.
and when i do,
i dream of you.
sometimes when i'm awfully alone,
i think about you?
when it gets quiet,
i feel empty inside,
i look back.
happy moments where i used to laugh
(i LOVED to hear you laugh)
i loved talking to you.
(your stupidity.... irritated me.
but it made me smile.)
i loved the way you made me feel.
(happy. when skies were grey)
the way no one could ever.
no one else,
but you.
late at night when i lay in bed, unable to sleep,
i think of you.
and when i do,
i dream of you.
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
sick. missingout.
down with a viral flu.
i think i need rest. COMPASS and invest.. too much for me to take at the same time.
and i reminisce alot about the rockin good times. ALOT. i miss the rockin' good times. with him. and then i wonder. if it's me or him who's missing out sometimes.
and hun rocks! ((:
i think i need rest. COMPASS and invest.. too much for me to take at the same time.
and i reminisce alot about the rockin good times. ALOT. i miss the rockin' good times. with him. and then i wonder. if it's me or him who's missing out sometimes.
and hun rocks! ((:
Sunday, July 17, 2005
PYROCLASTIC ERUPTION!!!
=evangelistic Char*=
found yet another adjective to describe myself, other than the overused SHAMELESS. haha. sounds so.. chic and sophisticated!
CALL ME, HUN!!
hun's a thing i call H****
HAHA!
create a little mystery here.
bleah! =p
found yet another adjective to describe myself, other than the overused SHAMELESS. haha. sounds so.. chic and sophisticated!
CALL ME, HUN!!
hun's a thing i call H****
HAHA!
create a little mystery here.
bleah! =p
Sunday, July 10, 2005
youwannaknowmore,more,moreboutme.
i am so frickin tired of everything. it just all came down. i guess nothing's for certain anymore. i think of him, but does he think of me? giving up sounds easy. but it ain't! i miss him ALOT. esp his shoulder. haha. =p
ihatemyselfforlovingyou. but i do. ((:
ihatemyselfforlovingyou. but i do. ((:
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
block test.
the aftermath of the block test has noticeably killed MANY of my fellow peers, with MOST OF THEM FAILING UP TO TWO SUBJECTS.
to all my buds and friends who face this common predicament: let's all work hard together and mug! (for the next block test next week!) :((
i must say. YJ is good at this tsunami style approach to assessment. wave after wave, claiming hordes of victims, leaving few survivors.
only the strongest will so survive. so TOUGHEN UP! *grin*
To Kel: Never stop trying. i SO want you in YJ. so you can suffer with me! haha.
to all my buds and friends who face this common predicament: let's all work hard together and mug! (for the next block test next week!) :((
i must say. YJ is good at this tsunami style approach to assessment. wave after wave, claiming hordes of victims, leaving few survivors.
only the strongest will so survive. so TOUGHEN UP! *grin*
To Kel: Never stop trying. i SO want you in YJ. so you can suffer with me! haha.
Monday, July 04, 2005
never take anything for granted.
my dad was admitted to hospital. just got off the phone with him. apparently,
he had a heart attack.
he's fine, not to worry.still walking, talking and working right after getting discharged.
but it doesn't come as a surprise to me.bad eating habits of his. i'm gonna have to take action!!
he's going vegetarian.
whether he likes it or not.
anyways. the fact that he could slip away anytime really just feels.. very real.
i'm not gonna take daddy for granted. i never did.
he had a heart attack.
he's fine, not to worry.still walking, talking and working right after getting discharged.
but it doesn't come as a surprise to me.bad eating habits of his. i'm gonna have to take action!!
he's going vegetarian.
whether he likes it or not.
anyways. the fact that he could slip away anytime really just feels.. very real.
i'm not gonna take daddy for granted. i never did.
