Saturday, April 30, 2005
YJ needs life!!!
(or something else to do besides spin gossip from thin air.)
ANYWAYS! i intend to inject loads of life and school spirit. i'll try to do to the best i can. while i understand that this sounds VERY rah-rah cheerleader(and honestly bimbotic),i think it would be something rather meaningful to do... afterall, according to the FISH! philosophy, introducing fun to work indirectly maximises employee productivity!!
once again, i was rather upset. didn't really understand why i was soo...gossip-able. i thought i was friendly to everyone!
ANYWAYS! i intend to inject loads of life and school spirit. i'll try to do to the best i can. while i understand that this sounds VERY rah-rah cheerleader(and honestly bimbotic),i think it would be something rather meaningful to do... afterall, according to the FISH! philosophy, introducing fun to work indirectly maximises employee productivity!!
once again, i was rather upset. didn't really understand why i was soo...gossip-able. i thought i was friendly to everyone!
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
somebody save me from the nothing-ness i feel.
i received an sms from J at about 2 plus... after so many weeks of not contacting me,
and he said that he was sorry for "wasting my time and youth" and that it was "better for us to be friends."
honestly, we've definitely drifted apart. and the distance is really too much to salvage.
but i've acually had my doubts about him having someone else though...
"i guess i owe you an explanation, but i can give it to you in a couple of weeks if you want..."
i feel so empty inside;
rather...incomplete.
and he said that he was sorry for "wasting my time and youth" and that it was "better for us to be friends."
honestly, we've definitely drifted apart. and the distance is really too much to salvage.
but i've acually had my doubts about him having someone else though...
"i guess i owe you an explanation, but i can give it to you in a couple of weeks if you want..."
i feel so empty inside;
rather...incomplete.
Sunday, April 24, 2005
newperspectives.
no, just in case you were wondering, i'm not THAT into the PW title.
i realise that i've been very.. negative about certain things, and i've realised that sometimes, things aren't as bad as it seems.
for example, i used to REALLY dislike ODAC alot. however, that was changed after the fun i had with the ODAC crew at sentosa! (yes, the sunburn hurts. ALOT.)
also, YJ isn't that bad afterall. thanks to the friends i've made and the time i've spent,i've come to realise that the negativity i felt/expressed was all part of the anxiety and insecurity that was caused by the change of schools/environment. cos i was so used to MI, i guess the culture shock was the worst bit lar.
to my YJCian friends, i'm so so sooooooooooooooooooo sorry if i've lashed out at you during the tough times. (if you're still my friend after the lashing out, thanks for being my friend still!! =p)
*yawn*
so much has happened this week.
too tired to post lar.
lazy too!
hehe.. i'm off to sleep!
goodnight!
i realise that i've been very.. negative about certain things, and i've realised that sometimes, things aren't as bad as it seems.
for example, i used to REALLY dislike ODAC alot. however, that was changed after the fun i had with the ODAC crew at sentosa! (yes, the sunburn hurts. ALOT.)
also, YJ isn't that bad afterall. thanks to the friends i've made and the time i've spent,i've come to realise that the negativity i felt/expressed was all part of the anxiety and insecurity that was caused by the change of schools/environment. cos i was so used to MI, i guess the culture shock was the worst bit lar.
to my YJCian friends, i'm so so sooooooooooooooooooo sorry if i've lashed out at you during the tough times. (if you're still my friend after the lashing out, thanks for being my friend still!! =p)
*yawn*
so much has happened this week.
too tired to post lar.
lazy too!
hehe.. i'm off to sleep!
goodnight!
