Sunday, October 31, 2004
The close call; a brush with death.
Dream a little dream of me
Stars shining bright above you
Night breezes seem to whisper "I love you"
Birds singing in the sycamore tree
Dream a little dream of me
Say "Night-ie night" and kiss me
Just hold me tight and tell me you'll miss me
While I'm alone and blue as can be
Dream a little dream of me
Stars fading but I linger on, dear
Still craving your kiss
I'm longing to linger till dawn, dear
Just saying this
Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you
Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you
But in your dreams whatever they be
Dream a little dream of me
That's the song that was on my mind like... a yr back, during Andrew and Hazel's wedding at the Fullerton..*ooh* haha anyways it's a really sweet song that never fails to make me relaxed and at ease.. =) Please play that for my funeral.
Anyways.. J is darned addictive; you sooo can't get enough of him.. Haha met up with him at Sakae yest, feeling a lil tad nauseated.. thank god for Green Tea and J.. I did maths while he was having his sushi.. I really cannot function when he's around ya know? *sheesh* I know that my maths ain't THAT bad.. but he's like...as kel put it, A MATHS GURU!!! *bleah* xp There's a reason why he's been a maths tutor for like.. 4 yrs. The egoistic side of him even claimed that he was the best you could ever get!
To J: It never hurts to be humble ya know..=p
I then headed down to East Coast for seafood with the family for dinner..Couldn't stop thinking of J! And then it came. A sharp pang of chest pain hit me. It was a dull gripping pain in the middle of the chest that made breathing hurt. REAL BAD.I tried drinking tea before going to the toilet to adjust my tube top (maybe it was too tight?)...BUT NOTHING WORKED!!!! I panicked... thinking that it was a heart attack (The words "angina pectoris" kept flashing in my head.. hmmmm self-diagnostic feature of some sort? -.-) Then mommy asked me to take a walk.. and for 15 agonizing minutes, NOTHING HAPPENED.
Then, as abrupt as it had come, it left. I returned to my table and ate and drank loads of tea before the nice lady asked if i needed a glass of water as she could tell i was having a little bit of a problem.. =)
While walking back to the car, my dad suggested heading down to A&E.. just to have a peace of mind. aI was like: "No need lar Daddy.. I'm fine! Besides, emergency charge is 80 bucks..No need..." He then told me that he was admitted into A&E..THRICE. And it was then that they detected his cardiac problem.. *haiz*
Hmm.. come to think abt it, i actually recall looking up and telling god that if it was my time, not to take me away yet cos i had my life ahead of me... His reply? "NO MORE FATTY FOODS FOR YOU, YOUNG LADY!!!" *laughs* okies.
**endofasuperlongpostinasuperlongtime.betallyouavidreadersouttheremissedit**
To yanziFAN: Why would you be THAT interested in knowing my blogging activity anyways? I'm just a boringly plain ol' simple girl. *laughs* =o)
To Yuna & Ivee: You guys are my best friends in Rosyth. I'd never lie! You BOTH are soooo much more prettier/attractive/babelicious than i could possibly be!
ok, as usual, i'm off to mug before i wake J up at 12 later.. poor guy slept at 4+ *bish*
To J: OI! No more sleeping past 2, you hear me? Remember: The good boy gets good food..... cookies,muffins...etc etc etc..
Babe signing out~
Stars shining bright above you
Night breezes seem to whisper "I love you"
Birds singing in the sycamore tree
Dream a little dream of me
Say "Night-ie night" and kiss me
Just hold me tight and tell me you'll miss me
While I'm alone and blue as can be
Dream a little dream of me
Stars fading but I linger on, dear
Still craving your kiss
I'm longing to linger till dawn, dear
Just saying this
Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you
Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you
But in your dreams whatever they be
Dream a little dream of me
That's the song that was on my mind like... a yr back, during Andrew and Hazel's wedding at the Fullerton..*ooh* haha anyways it's a really sweet song that never fails to make me relaxed and at ease.. =) Please play that for my funeral.
Anyways.. J is darned addictive; you sooo can't get enough of him.. Haha met up with him at Sakae yest, feeling a lil tad nauseated.. thank god for Green Tea and J.. I did maths while he was having his sushi.. I really cannot function when he's around ya know? *sheesh* I know that my maths ain't THAT bad.. but he's like...as kel put it, A MATHS GURU!!! *bleah* xp There's a reason why he's been a maths tutor for like.. 4 yrs. The egoistic side of him even claimed that he was the best you could ever get!
To J: It never hurts to be humble ya know..=p
I then headed down to East Coast for seafood with the family for dinner..Couldn't stop thinking of J! And then it came. A sharp pang of chest pain hit me. It was a dull gripping pain in the middle of the chest that made breathing hurt. REAL BAD.I tried drinking tea before going to the toilet to adjust my tube top (maybe it was too tight?)...BUT NOTHING WORKED!!!! I panicked... thinking that it was a heart attack (The words "angina pectoris" kept flashing in my head.. hmmmm self-diagnostic feature of some sort? -.-) Then mommy asked me to take a walk.. and for 15 agonizing minutes, NOTHING HAPPENED.
Then, as abrupt as it had come, it left. I returned to my table and ate and drank loads of tea before the nice lady asked if i needed a glass of water as she could tell i was having a little bit of a problem.. =)
While walking back to the car, my dad suggested heading down to A&E.. just to have a peace of mind. aI was like: "No need lar Daddy.. I'm fine! Besides, emergency charge is 80 bucks..No need..." He then told me that he was admitted into A&E..THRICE. And it was then that they detected his cardiac problem.. *haiz*
Hmm.. come to think abt it, i actually recall looking up and telling god that if it was my time, not to take me away yet cos i had my life ahead of me... His reply? "NO MORE FATTY FOODS FOR YOU, YOUNG LADY!!!" *laughs* okies.
**endofasuperlongpostinasuperlongtime.betallyouavidreadersouttheremissedit**
To yanziFAN: Why would you be THAT interested in knowing my blogging activity anyways? I'm just a boringly plain ol' simple girl. *laughs* =o)
To Yuna & Ivee: You guys are my best friends in Rosyth. I'd never lie! You BOTH are soooo much more prettier/attractive/babelicious than i could possibly be!
ok, as usual, i'm off to mug before i wake J up at 12 later.. poor guy slept at 4+ *bish*
To J: OI! No more sleeping past 2, you hear me? Remember: The good boy gets good food..... cookies,muffins...etc etc etc..
Babe signing out~
Friday, October 29, 2004
Supercalifraglisticaspialedocious
Yup.. Nothing can explain the way i feel. Haha I'm happy and totally wild!~ Woo~ Ewwwwwwwwwwwww someone PLEASE tell me i am not attractive! Why do i attract men who are like... 25 up??? See.. the thing is that Friendster requires a min. age of 18.. but i like being born in yr 1980... so well, i'm a 24 yr old.. why can't those people (MEN) see that? I'm irritated!! *grrrr*
However, simply thinking of someone makes me happy and less agitated/irritated. *ow* my gastric. Yeah. I've not really been eating today! Which totally makes sense.. ha anyways.. He'd posted such a controversial post on his bloggie.. and i did the natural thing: REBUTT IT. I guess it'd always be a part of me.. the debator in me rarely shows.. sure enough, i am a geek in uni lar! But not many people know that it's just an act!!! haha
i recall an incident where we were deciding whether or not to skip class (a totally boring one) and i just took my iPod and stood up, saying:" What are you waiting for? Want to go not? Then just go lar! Scared of what man?" While walking to Hougang Pt, Swee Mei was saying in chinese" Wah... I so didn't expect you to be that daring lei.. All the while i thought that you were only good in studies.." *muaha* was she soo wrong. Swee Mei, looks can be deceiving.
Okies. Time to mug. *ciao*!
Babe signing out~
However, simply thinking of someone makes me happy and less agitated/irritated. *ow* my gastric. Yeah. I've not really been eating today! Which totally makes sense.. ha anyways.. He'd posted such a controversial post on his bloggie.. and i did the natural thing: REBUTT IT. I guess it'd always be a part of me.. the debator in me rarely shows.. sure enough, i am a geek in uni lar! But not many people know that it's just an act!!! haha
i recall an incident where we were deciding whether or not to skip class (a totally boring one) and i just took my iPod and stood up, saying:" What are you waiting for? Want to go not? Then just go lar! Scared of what man?" While walking to Hougang Pt, Swee Mei was saying in chinese" Wah... I so didn't expect you to be that daring lei.. All the while i thought that you were only good in studies.." *muaha* was she soo wrong. Swee Mei, looks can be deceiving.
Okies. Time to mug. *ciao*!
Babe signing out~
Thursday, October 28, 2004
Tag pls!!=o)
Got a new flooble chatterbox. Please tag! =o)
*off to mug*
*off to mug*
Insomniac
I just don't get it. Why do thoughts of him resound in my head? I'm really THAT crazy bout him that i'm blogging at an odd time.. haha i just couldn't get to sleep after i didn't get to call him... I feel terrible! *note to self: call J as much as you can to avoid missing sleep over him!*
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
PTMD
I'm suffering. My Princess Tofu lost an eye and part of her nose. I feel entirely responsible. I'm grieving and mourning the loss of my baby. Hmmmmmmm. *get over it* alright.. hmm i think i should really work hard for the Os. I really wanna enter JC. Cos i could get into uni ultimately.. (my dream) though i may not be able to enter the local uni, i JUST might actually be able to apply for admission into the overseas unis.
This leads to me thinking: Will I be able to live my life knowing that I may never return to the sunny island of S'pore and be satisfied with just living my own life elsewhere, never to see the familiar surroundings that I grew up in, with my family, friends and of course the one person I just might(make that a won't) never bear to let go.
NAH! I'll sooo miss J! Haha... I'm missing him terribly but I feel worse abt the Tofu. Hmm.. i hope i get over it. Surprised him today. Walked him in. And he told me that he was 90% expecting me to turn up. His reaction gave off vibes which told me that he was just like.. oh. you're here. *sheesh* I felt pissed cos i soooo didn't feel appreciated! But he apologised.. so.. apology accepted, cookie mon.
Time for me to march off to my table and study...Or else... I'll sooo get scolded by the fierce Mr. Tan!! I'm scared. *not in the suggestive sex role play way, of course.* J would so say.. You just had to say that right?? argghhhh! C:*laughs* Will end his day later.. just can't get him outta my head. I look forward to each time we talk on the phone, especially when i get to wake him up and end his day. Hmmmmmm...... i like him more and more each day =o)
Babe signing out~
This leads to me thinking: Will I be able to live my life knowing that I may never return to the sunny island of S'pore and be satisfied with just living my own life elsewhere, never to see the familiar surroundings that I grew up in, with my family, friends and of course the one person I just might(make that a won't) never bear to let go.
NAH! I'll sooo miss J! Haha... I'm missing him terribly but I feel worse abt the Tofu. Hmm.. i hope i get over it. Surprised him today. Walked him in. And he told me that he was 90% expecting me to turn up. His reaction gave off vibes which told me that he was just like.. oh. you're here. *sheesh* I felt pissed cos i soooo didn't feel appreciated! But he apologised.. so.. apology accepted, cookie mon.
Time for me to march off to my table and study...Or else... I'll sooo get scolded by the fierce Mr. Tan!! I'm scared. *not in the suggestive sex role play way, of course.* J would so say.. You just had to say that right?? argghhhh! C:*laughs* Will end his day later.. just can't get him outta my head. I look forward to each time we talk on the phone, especially when i get to wake him up and end his day. Hmmmmmm...... i like him more and more each day =o)
Babe signing out~
Monday, October 25, 2004
I'm NUTS!
Whoo. Os are coming really soon. From now on, posts shall be summaries/overviews..no more time for personal insights. =)
Anyways my MSN nick is currently..
J&C=>Char is a happy gal..*whee*
Each time I get reminded of J in any way at all, i feel a warm, tingly and fuzzy all over. Haha.. he knows that too, and agrees that we should not rsh into stuff lar.
haha i'm so madly in like with him man.
He's so sweet and all.. I CAN'T HELP BUT FEEL THIS WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!
Be forewarned: I think that every entry from now would definitely include him as an integral part lar. DON'T PUKE FROM THE MUSHINESS K? haha *laughs*
Babe signing out~
Anyways my MSN nick is currently..
J&C=>Char is a happy gal..*whee*
Each time I get reminded of J in any way at all, i feel a warm, tingly and fuzzy all over. Haha.. he knows that too, and agrees that we should not rsh into stuff lar.
haha i'm so madly in like with him man.
He's so sweet and all.. I CAN'T HELP BUT FEEL THIS WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!
Be forewarned: I think that every entry from now would definitely include him as an integral part lar. DON'T PUKE FROM THE MUSHINESS K? haha *laughs*
Babe signing out~
Saturday, October 23, 2004
Hey baby~
Haha it's kas' bdae tomorrow.. I can't wait!! haha
shopped with J at forum that dae.. and we were at Toys'R'Us for like..2 hours!! haha he's really cute.. haha and nice too. =) When we were having lunch, he just waited and watched me eat...(said that i looked cute when i was eating. SHEESH!) haha anyways my hands were sooo cold..... i couldn't even twirl the pasta with my fork! *EMBARRASSED LAUGH* then he wrapped his palms around my fingers to keep them warm.. *awwww* *Char melts* haha we got 2 pairs of matching stuff anyways, Mr. Tofu Oyako and Princess Tofu, and 2 Honda S-2000s (which happen to rock.)
It's my break between mugging. haha and someone is REALLLY REAALLLLY REALLLYYYYY badly missed..... haha *not saying who*
shopped with J at forum that dae.. and we were at Toys'R'Us for like..2 hours!! haha he's really cute.. haha and nice too. =) When we were having lunch, he just waited and watched me eat...(said that i looked cute when i was eating. SHEESH!) haha anyways my hands were sooo cold..... i couldn't even twirl the pasta with my fork! *EMBARRASSED LAUGH* then he wrapped his palms around my fingers to keep them warm.. *awwww* *Char melts* haha we got 2 pairs of matching stuff anyways, Mr. Tofu Oyako and Princess Tofu, and 2 Honda S-2000s (which happen to rock.)
It's my break between mugging. haha and someone is REALLLY REAALLLLY REALLLYYYYY badly missed..... haha *not saying who*
Saturday, October 16, 2004
i feel sooo pregnant
and we call adolescence the phase of raging hormones.
How rightfully so... I felt like crap today man! I had back pain, painful heels, bloatedness,
heartburn and nausea the whole day.. it feels real bad to be pregnant.. that's fer sure...
Anyways i'm kinda in a blur. I should rush for the Os.. but i'm a procrastinator.
WILL SOMEONE PLEASE PUSH ME OR GIVE ME A SLAP?
How rightfully so... I felt like crap today man! I had back pain, painful heels, bloatedness,
heartburn and nausea the whole day.. it feels real bad to be pregnant.. that's fer sure...
Anyways i'm kinda in a blur. I should rush for the Os.. but i'm a procrastinator.
WILL SOMEONE PLEASE PUSH ME OR GIVE ME A SLAP?
Thursday, October 14, 2004
the age of new discoveries
Did you know that maths is actualy very interesting? They have a number, called phi. It is a ratio and it's the world's most pretty number. Why so, you may ask. Well.. It's nature's proportion! The way the earth was made! It's like pi..it represents a certain no., 1.618.... It's soo cool. I know i sound like a maths geek.. but it totally rocks *)
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
i'm sad
i'm sad because the monster inc toy ran out of battery. I don't want to remove the packaging. The reason is because some things just don't change.
Monday, October 11, 2004
CAVA BIEN! I'm herreeeee!
yoohooooo *waves madly* ..I've shifted over heree!! Apparently my diaryx a/c is kinda limiting me to fewer layout options cos they don't really haf tagboards.. so yeahhhhhh haha i'm here now!! btw my old addy was http://giselle.diaryx.com/ i guess i'd still be using it every now and then cos like.. it's THE one with simply giselle. and loads of cutie-pie (yet another new name of mine *shamelessness overwhelms meeee* ) templates.. sigh Os are in 20 days.. what am i gonna do?
MUG!!!! but i am not a gifted mugger...neither am i a really self-disciplined one. How do i put it? Hmm.. Charmaine Fong Jean Mei does not mug!!!! She absorbs in class and flips pages! *WOW* *ooh* haha not trying to flaunt my gifts from God (including the mysterious sign i received yest)
i escaped from class again!!! *muahahahaha*
*^*^*^*^*^*^*^* PROM NITE PROGRESS *^*^*^*^*^*^*^*
I tried on a peach coloured Ananas Dress from Metro...(cost $109) apparently i look good in it.. Quote: Fadinah said... "You look nice in it lah"......Then i thought about my less than satisfactory assets..."Boobs?!?!?! (sorry guys skip to the next para) Ok lar...Not bad.. But you should wear the maximizer bra.. then you can have 'dangerous curves'..." *Bursts into hyseterical laughter*.. haha the ad was like..clichéd AND dumb!! haha imagine a girl flirting... with a sexy bartender..... BY SHOWING OFF HER BRA STRAP? I mean.. helloooo? How lame could that get...?Then the bartender flips the olive into her cleavage...(?!?!?!?!?) with that, she takes it out, throws it into the martini.. and it actually fizzles! (ewwwwwww-ish effervescence) The climax: The bartender gives a flirty smile.. (errrr...*diao*)[guys, if you sooo read the para, this proves the fact that men don't listen to instructions.=p]
******Grad Ceremony********
I'm sooo stoked. *shall not reveal any further details as to keep the suspense for all graduands*
Song in the head of babe truly for today:
If I ain't got you - Alicia Keys (non Usher kel...)
Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things define what’s within
And I been there before but that life’s a bore, so full of the superficial
Chorus:
Some people want it all, but I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby, if I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything
But everything means nothing if I ain't got you, yeah
Some people search for a fountain
The promise is forever young
(You know) Some people need three dozen roses
And that’s the only way to prove you love them
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share with, no one who truly cares for me
Chorus:
Some people want it all, but I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby, if I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything
But everything means nothing if I ain't got you, you, you
Some people want it all, but I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby, if I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything
But everything means nothing if I ain't got you, yeah
If ain't got you with me baby, ohh, ooo
Say nothing in this whole wide world don’t mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby x2
Word of the day: Deindegerdee - Ho Kel
Babe signing out~[111004]
MUG!!!! but i am not a gifted mugger...neither am i a really self-disciplined one. How do i put it? Hmm.. Charmaine Fong Jean Mei does not mug!!!! She absorbs in class and flips pages! *WOW* *ooh* haha not trying to flaunt my gifts from God (including the mysterious sign i received yest)
i escaped from class again!!! *muahahahaha*
*^*^*^*^*^*^*^* PROM NITE PROGRESS *^*^*^*^*^*^*^*
I tried on a peach coloured Ananas Dress from Metro...(cost $109) apparently i look good in it.. Quote: Fadinah said... "You look nice in it lah"......Then i thought about my less than satisfactory assets..."Boobs?!?!?! (sorry guys skip to the next para) Ok lar...Not bad.. But you should wear the maximizer bra.. then you can have 'dangerous curves'..." *Bursts into hyseterical laughter*.. haha the ad was like..clichéd AND dumb!! haha imagine a girl flirting... with a sexy bartender..... BY SHOWING OFF HER BRA STRAP? I mean.. helloooo? How lame could that get...?Then the bartender flips the olive into her cleavage...(?!?!?!?!?) with that, she takes it out, throws it into the martini.. and it actually fizzles! (ewwwwwww-ish effervescence) The climax: The bartender gives a flirty smile.. (errrr...*diao*)[guys, if you sooo read the para, this proves the fact that men don't listen to instructions.=p]
******Grad Ceremony********
I'm sooo stoked. *shall not reveal any further details as to keep the suspense for all graduands*
Song in the head of babe truly for today:
If I ain't got you - Alicia Keys (non Usher kel...)
Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things define what’s within
And I been there before but that life’s a bore, so full of the superficial
Chorus:
Some people want it all, but I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby, if I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything
But everything means nothing if I ain't got you, yeah
Some people search for a fountain
The promise is forever young
(You know) Some people need three dozen roses
And that’s the only way to prove you love them
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share with, no one who truly cares for me
Chorus:
Some people want it all, but I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby, if I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything
But everything means nothing if I ain't got you, you, you
Some people want it all, but I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby, if I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything
But everything means nothing if I ain't got you, yeah
If ain't got you with me baby, ohh, ooo
Say nothing in this whole wide world don’t mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby x2
Word of the day: Deindegerdee - Ho Kel
Babe signing out~[111004]
