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Sunday, October 31, 2004

The close call; a brush with death. 

Dream a little dream of me

Stars shining bright above you
Night breezes seem to whisper "I love you"
Birds singing in the sycamore tree
Dream a little dream of me

Say "Night-ie night" and kiss me
Just hold me tight and tell me you'll miss me
While I'm alone and blue as can be
Dream a little dream of me

Stars fading but I linger on, dear
Still craving your kiss
I'm longing to linger till dawn, dear
Just saying this

Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you
Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you
But in your dreams whatever they be
Dream a little dream of me

That's the song that was on my mind like... a yr back, during Andrew and Hazel's wedding at the Fullerton..*ooh* haha anyways it's a really sweet song that never fails to make me relaxed and at ease.. =) Please play that for my funeral.

Anyways.. J is darned addictive; you sooo can't get enough of him.. Haha met up with him at Sakae yest, feeling a lil tad nauseated.. thank god for Green Tea and J.. I did maths while he was having his sushi.. I really cannot function when he's around ya know? *sheesh* I know that my maths ain't THAT bad.. but he's like...as kel put it, A MATHS GURU!!! *bleah* xp There's a reason why he's been a maths tutor for like.. 4 yrs. The egoistic side of him even claimed that he was the best you could ever get!

To J: It never hurts to be humble ya know..=p

I then headed down to East Coast for seafood with the family for dinner..Couldn't stop thinking of J! And then it came. A sharp pang of chest pain hit me. It was a dull gripping pain in the middle of the chest that made breathing hurt. REAL BAD.I tried drinking tea before going to the toilet to adjust my tube top (maybe it was too tight?)...BUT NOTHING WORKED!!!! I panicked... thinking that it was a heart attack (The words "angina pectoris" kept flashing in my head.. hmmmm self-diagnostic feature of some sort? -.-) Then mommy asked me to take a walk.. and for 15 agonizing minutes, NOTHING HAPPENED.

Then, as abrupt as it had come, it left. I returned to my table and ate and drank loads of tea before the nice lady asked if i needed a glass of water as she could tell i was having a little bit of a problem.. =)
While walking back to the car, my dad suggested heading down to A&E.. just to have a peace of mind. aI was like: "No need lar Daddy.. I'm fine! Besides, emergency charge is 80 bucks..No need..." He then told me that he was admitted into A&E..THRICE. And it was then that they detected his cardiac problem.. *haiz*

Hmm.. come to think abt it, i actually recall looking up and telling god that if it was my time, not to take me away yet cos i had my life ahead of me... His reply? "NO MORE FATTY FOODS FOR YOU, YOUNG LADY!!!" *laughs* okies.

**endofasuperlongpostinasuperlongtime.betallyouavidreadersouttheremissedit**

To yanziFAN: Why would you be THAT interested in knowing my blogging activity anyways? I'm just a boringly plain ol' simple girl. *laughs* =o)

To Yuna & Ivee: You guys are my best friends in Rosyth. I'd never lie! You BOTH are soooo much more prettier/attractive/babelicious than i could possibly be!


ok, as usual, i'm off to mug before i wake J up at 12 later.. poor guy slept at 4+ *bish*
To J: OI! No more sleeping past 2, you hear me? Remember: The good boy gets good food..... cookies,muffins...etc etc etc..

Babe signing out~

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