Wednesday, April 27, 2005
somebody save me from the nothing-ness i feel.
i received an sms from J at about 2 plus... after so many weeks of not contacting me,
and he said that he was sorry for "wasting my time and youth" and that it was "better for us to be friends."
honestly, we've definitely drifted apart. and the distance is really too much to salvage.
but i've acually had my doubts about him having someone else though...
"i guess i owe you an explanation, but i can give it to you in a couple of weeks if you want..."
i feel so empty inside;
rather...incomplete.
and he said that he was sorry for "wasting my time and youth" and that it was "better for us to be friends."
honestly, we've definitely drifted apart. and the distance is really too much to salvage.
but i've acually had my doubts about him having someone else though...
"i guess i owe you an explanation, but i can give it to you in a couple of weeks if you want..."
i feel so empty inside;
rather...incomplete.
