Monday, February 21, 2005
AM I?
ok, i admit that i get pretty anal at times, especially when i am stressed or PMS-ing
(i mean.. WHO DOESN'T???)
but am i really asking for/expecting too much when i want to receive smses from him like i used to,
have fun like we used to,
do stuff that we used to (like being silly and spontaneous?)?
WHATEVER HAPPENED TO THE FUN STUFF?
one response i got was, "Welcome to married life."
I think i'd like to get a sweet sms every now and then... (it'll REALLY be unrealistic for me to expect my boo to be saccharine-sweet and/or send mushroomy-mushy messages, but i think that a "How was your day?", "What are you doing now?" or a "Just dropping a message..(:" sms would be nice enough.)
Well, i don't.
I just think that it would be sweet.. is it wrong for me to WANT that?
He told me that he probably wasn't who i "THOUGHT" he was and that maybe i'm" asking for too much from him".
Honestly, AM I?
(In the convo which was relatively quiet and lacked content, save for my "complaining" that we lack fun and we don't have stuff to talk about.Well SORRY, but i guess that at this particular point of time, i was so hurt by the words in "" to f-ing give a damn)
Tell me then, how else would i give him feedback about how i feel about the way things went, or how i feel about certain issues, while taking his feelings into consideration AND mine, without being WRONG? I've certainly believed in being frank, as you all know, and sometimes, it get UGLY. Blogders, I'M CALLING OUT TO YOUUUU!
Lastly, before i go, i'd like to apologize for not updating and thank you for your kind understanding when reading this entry in particular. While i'm not on my hands and knees begging for your empathy here, it would actually be appreciated.(esp. when i'm feeling like the BITCHY/EVIL/BAD/WORST girlfriend there ever was, i'd like to be assured by being told that i'm actually not.)
Or, you could say that i'm living in denial.(If you actually think so.)
(i mean.. WHO DOESN'T???)
but am i really asking for/expecting too much when i want to receive smses from him like i used to,
have fun like we used to,
do stuff that we used to (like being silly and spontaneous?)?
WHATEVER HAPPENED TO THE FUN STUFF?
one response i got was, "Welcome to married life."
I think i'd like to get a sweet sms every now and then... (it'll REALLY be unrealistic for me to expect my boo
Well, i don't.
I just think that it would be sweet.. is it wrong for me to WANT that?
He told me that he probably wasn't who i "THOUGHT" he was and that maybe i'm" asking for too much from him".
Honestly, AM I?
(In the convo which was relatively quiet and lacked content, save for my "complaining" that we lack fun and we don't have stuff to talk about.Well SORRY, but i guess that at this particular point of time, i was so hurt by the words in "" to f-ing give a damn)
Tell me then, how else would i give him feedback about how i feel about the way things went, or how i feel about certain issues, while taking his feelings into consideration AND mine, without being WRONG? I've certainly believed in being frank, as you all know, and sometimes, it get UGLY. Blogders, I'M CALLING OUT TO YOUUUU!
Lastly, before i go, i'd like to apologize for not updating and thank you for your kind understanding when reading this entry in particular. While i'm not on my hands and knees begging for your empathy here, it would actually be appreciated.(esp. when i'm feeling like the BITCHY/EVIL/BAD/WORST girlfriend there ever was, i'd like to be assured by being told that i'm actually not.)
Or, you could say that i'm living in denial.(If you actually think so.)
