Friday, June 17, 2005
chariot;;
it's been barely 2 days since tauf left, and i'm DYING!! i hope you come back soon tauf. being budless and chatless at night,it definitely ain't a good feeling.. AND I HAVE TO SUFFER FOR 6 MORE DAYS!!
during the tauf-less period, i took some time out of my "me"-time, where i'd presumably spend time with myself and do some reflection, and make some changes to the direction my life was headed to. specifically, LIKElife.
-waiting, and just merely WAITING. (for something that wouldn't happen. not anymore.; for someone who couldn't/wouldn't say or do anything.)
-believing. (don't say that it'll happen. nothing had,has, or ever will. don't tell me this and that- i've just stopped believing in him being THE one.)
-liking someone. ANYONE, for that matter of fact. (i'll just kick back and wait for the one to come along and sweep me off my feet... lazy, i know! but i've had enough of failed relationships to bother looking... much rather spend time with my EL texts.)
well, i guess that's about it for changes. back to my mundane, routine, suburban life.
talked to lay queen (yay!) on MSN. yong feng too! it's barely been a week since we last saw each other... OBS. SUISEN AND BARKER PEEPS ARE MEETING UP! ((: tomorrow! ijustcan'twait.
i was just saying to lay queen that i would get to dress up for once, in a LONG time. hahas.
(still the same tiered skirt that i'm mad about lar.) to which she replied, "you can always dress up for your special someone. :)" (which inadvertently launched us into a conversation about -surprisesurprise- relationships.)
i told her that i've been without a special someone for close to 2 mths already, and that i've had special someones before, and they all didn't work out... how tired of looking/believing in it i was. (each time i did, it led to disappointments. i guess i'm just not cut out for commitments)
her reply was something like... maybe i haven't found the right one yet, but i should keep the faith in the search, and that happy people like myself should have a special someone to call my own. also, even though the special someone who comes along doesn't shower me with loads of hugs that i want, he'll make up for it in many little ways.
thanks sweets! ((:
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yong feng smsed me this morn: maybe your special someone has been right in front of you all along. and someday, you'll find him or he'll find you.
i believe someone will come.(OF COURSE!!!) but for now, i doubt it.
anyways. VJ peeps just rock! ((:
during the tauf-less period, i took some time out of my "me"-time, where i'd presumably spend time with myself and do some reflection, and make some changes to the direction my life was headed to. specifically, LIKElife.
-waiting, and just merely WAITING. (for something that wouldn't happen. not anymore.; for someone who couldn't/wouldn't say or do anything.)
-believing. (don't say that it'll happen. nothing had,has, or ever will. don't tell me this and that- i've just stopped believing in him being THE one.)
-liking someone. ANYONE, for that matter of fact. (i'll just kick back and wait for the one to come along and sweep me off my feet... lazy, i know! but i've had enough of failed relationships to bother looking... much rather spend time with my EL texts.)
well, i guess that's about it for changes. back to my mundane, routine, suburban life.
talked to lay queen (yay!) on MSN. yong feng too! it's barely been a week since we last saw each other... OBS. SUISEN AND BARKER PEEPS ARE MEETING UP! ((: tomorrow! ijustcan'twait.
i was just saying to lay queen that i would get to dress up for once, in a LONG time. hahas.
(still the same tiered skirt that i'm mad about lar.) to which she replied, "you can always dress up for your special someone. :)" (which inadvertently launched us into a conversation about -surprisesurprise- relationships.)
i told her that i've been without a special someone for close to 2 mths already, and that i've had special someones before, and they all didn't work out... how tired of looking/believing in it i was. (each time i did, it led to disappointments. i guess i'm just not cut out for commitments)
her reply was something like... maybe i haven't found the right one yet, but i should keep the faith in the search, and that happy people like myself should have a special someone to call my own. also, even though the special someone who comes along doesn't shower me with loads of hugs that i want, he'll make up for it in many little ways.
thanks sweets! ((:
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yong feng smsed me this morn: maybe your special someone has been right in front of you all along. and someday, you'll find him or he'll find you.
i believe someone will come.(OF COURSE!!!) but for now, i doubt it.
anyways. VJ peeps just rock! ((:
