Tuesday, August 02, 2005
russianroulette
i like being dark;;
so used to being happy and bright.
but i'm far from convention.
you, of all people, should know that.
slashmywrist.
hangmyself.
chokeonvalium.
for one fuckedup moment, these crap seemed. do-able.
fuck is the word of the day. lost my second phone in this year. (got this 4 mths ago)
ontop of that ,i got D,AO,AO.
how fucked up is that.FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK.
i've loaded and spun the barrel.
now the gun's at my head.
youpullthetrigger.
so used to being happy and bright.
but i'm far from convention.
you, of all people, should know that.
slashmywrist.
hangmyself.
chokeonvalium.
for one fuckedup moment, these crap seemed. do-able.
fuck is the word of the day. lost my second phone in this year. (got this 4 mths ago)
ontop of that ,i got D,AO,AO.
how fucked up is that.FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK.
i've loaded and spun the barrel.
now the gun's at my head.
youpullthetrigger.